againstallODDs~

27thNov2007

Have you ever experienced crying alone at night, you wish you could tell someone just for the sake of letting it out but you couldn't?So you cry and cry and cry til your eyes get swollen.

Have you ever felt so alone in the dark,that you can't think of anyone who would be there for you when you need someone the most?So you sit at the corner of the room,alone and helpless,you can even hear your own breath.

Have you ever felt so scared, that you tremble so hard, and you can barely move?So you blanket yourself from the world and pray for the sun to shine.

Have your loved ones said something so terrible, that you wish it was said by a mistake but it was'nt?and all the above situations were nothing compared to this one?

oh well,i do.Maybe it's just time to grow up.

or maybe it's just me..

Loving life

I'm amazed with my energy levels lately.I can sleep late n still wake up early. That's only the beginning. I can walk miles everyday, entertain people,tolerate with my sisters,n still be in a  very good mood at the end of the day.I'm not stressed at all, despite the many things i hv to do as this year is folding.In short, i love my life. Nothing more.Nothing less.

I woke up to the sound of heavy wind this morning.The wind sounds milder as i was folding my Telekung. That's when i decided to jog to Coogee.Coogee has always been beautiful,and this morning,the view of sunrise over shore makes it more spectacular.Being in the presence of such beauty alone is like a theraphy.Just me and nature.The last time i was alone was so long time ago i can't possibly remember.I climbed higher to get a better view of the morning.A light breeze blew across my face,greeting me softly in their own way.From up there i could hear the waves roaring,birds chirping, and the sound of hunger gnawing at my stomach walls haha...I wish to stay longer if it wasn't for the stomach badly needs to be fed. Owh,hv i told u yet i love my holidays?

Reading between the lines

Another post for those who have Facebook account haha..If u realized, i've posted a question on August 8th til today..n i'm about to delete the question. Well,i din ask u to answer me for nothing u know, *grin*.. I asked because i wanna read u..yes READ. Thanks for responding!

The question is:

What is one thing you always carry with you?

The respondents say:

~Nick Nicky: My handset..mana tahu awek mesej, haha

~Azizi Abu Bakar: 1)My soul 2)my shemekol =D 3)your soul~ (i just realized Gg,u answered three times haha)

~Muhamad Hanafi Rahmat: love =) haha

~Encik Pudin: hatred

~Annamaria Kitono: my keys

~Natalie Sin: um...mobile!!!

~Haizie Suffian: perot!!n wallet kerana tanpa wallet perot aku akn terabai..haih~

~Zatil Aqmar: ipod;)

~Muhamad Ashraf: my keys

~Muhamad Afiq: my wallet

~Sarah Munir: telefon bimbit ;)

~Ezyana Effandie: purse

~Faiz Fazil: My wallet, which has....student ID, ATM card, cash (if awal bulan lah), receipts, contraceptive haha, coffee cards, jadual waktu solat, photos and business cards.

~Azwin Farhana: hope!

~Izwan Nadzim: Peace of mind.. = )

~Eiman Ellias: spare change....

~Mimi Zafirah Liew: tantalao..hahaha!

~Mohd Safuan Bin Hazahar: l always carry u in my heart dear..haha! jiwang karat~

I've divided them into three categories- 1)Soil 2)Wind 3)Element

1)Soil- those who answered visible objects which are common such as purse,keys,mobile etc.

Real life celebs: Nick nicky, Annamaria Kitono, Natalie Sin, Haizie Suffian, Zatil Aqmar, Muhamad Ashraf, Muhamad Afiq, Sarah Munir, Ezyana Effandie,Faiz Fazil, Eiman Ellias.

Those who fall under this category are most of the time readable. They're realistic, and common in our society. They are sometimes rebellious, loves attention, and materialistic. They want people to realize their existence.These people, they are blessed with natural confidence, tho some seemed a lil bit too shy (blame the upbringing). In choosing life partner, they go for looks first (tho they deny it like crazy)..everything else go second! They value friendship a lot.

2)Wind-those who answered things not visible such as soul,hope,love etc.

Real life celebs: Azizi Abu Bakar, Muhamad Hanafi Rahmat, Encik Pudin, Azwin Farhana, Izwan Nadzim.

These people are not easily read by others. They are reserved, but once u get to know them u'll realized they're actually fun to be with. They have hidden talents and good brains. In choosing life partner, they go for personality and inner quality. They wud make great lovers but be careful, they're not as loyal as u think they are. Most of the people under this category is home person. Their definition of rest is lazing around at home, watching good movies with loved ones.These people will make it big one day!

3) Element- those who answered uniques stufs.

Real life celeb- Azizi Abu Bakar, Mimi Zafirah Liew, Mohd Safuan Bin Hazahar

Those under these category are entertainers. They colour the society with their vibrant characters and wit. They're usually the loud ones,hard to missed! Their talents are well-known by the circle. Most musicians and artists fall under this category. Their social cycle is huge which makes their lovers feel uncomfortable most of the time, but they're usually loyal.This type of people are frank, their words might hurt fragile soul. They entertain themselves with loud music, challenging games and humorous conversation.

Curiosity killed the cat.

Haha..but i'm not a cat.Still,i cn't stand my high curiosity level so i decided to remove my Honesty Box rather than spending minutes trying to figure out who wrote this and that. Besides, it has been there for almost 5 months.(if u dun hv Facebook account u might not understand what i'm talking abt :P). Since i'm gonna remove the application,i choose to share the content of the box with everyone haha. Whoever wants to confess, be my guest. Serious x marah hehe.

September 12-"we should have met earlier lah"

July 30- "u r sweet!" "You're friendly, but it's difficult to be your close friends" "odah,banyaknye ko gain weight skrg!Dkt OZ byk mkn eh?"

July 22 - "sum1 throw me a milk..wut does it mean? haha" "i know what u did last summer.Be afraid,Be very afraid"

July 15 -"i miss u =(" "i saw u,u did not notice me jahat!" "big butt :P"

June 16 - "You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you."

June 14- "I think you are a great dancer. ;)" "cantik,menarik,tertarik kau mmang THE BOMB" June 13 "ur temper hurts me.." "sape name budak ni?kataku dalam hati..wah" "garang!"

June 12- "you snore. =p" "odd cute but......... haha"

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Okies, good nite!

Hooray hooray,it's a holly holiday!!

Exam's over..BIG YEAY!!! That's when i have to start working on my 'to-do' list. A pretty long one dis time. 1)Bwt gradz 2)Bwt netbank 3)Bwt credit card 4)Pg TJ beli daging 5)Beli groceries 6)Register kereta 7)Byr rent 8)Bwt laundry 9)Kemas fridge 10) Shahir dtg for dinner 11)Meeting PPMS 12)Pg QVB 13)K.Aan n K.Shu dtg 14) Fetch Munir 15)Hantar Nadee 16)Fetch Syuk 17)Fetch Apek & Dann 18)Fish Market & Chinese Garden 19)Circulay Quay,Kasturi,Darling Harbour 20) Homebush 21) Paddy's 22) Macquarie (optional) 23)Zoo 24) Hantar Nana & Jha 25) Ismah's anniversary 26) Kemas rumah 27) packing 28)GO HOME :)

All the above are to be done before 29th November.

I'm really looking forward to go home. Really! To switch off my phone and start holidaying. To pamper myself with good sleep,good rest and good food.To lose weight before anniversary.To try my best to attend the many get-togethers here and there.Besides that, I'll be hosting a sleepover at my place somewhere in December for close SSP girlfriends. Looking forward to attend kakak Adil's wedding juge.N my kenduri da day after.*big smiles* n owh, i'll be helping a friend to host a single party as well,let me know if u're interested (to help or join).This holiday is gonna be great!!!Happy hols everyone!!

These are a few of my favourite things.

I was tagged by Nadee n Teddy to list down five things I like about my life right now. When I'm done, tag 6 other people.This reminds me of a song in The sound of Music- My favourite things.Kan?

"When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad..
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad"

Since i'm in the midst of exams,i'll do this as quick as possible.Descriptions will come later.

1)Good food.And Oranges.

2)Fridays.If u went to boarding school,u'll understand why friday is such a wonderful day.BBcourt movies,overnight,P.O,no prep...and the list goes on.Even after i left SSP, friday is still my favourite day of the week.

3)My PDA n ipod,i like wut's engraved at the back.(Nadee, sy dh tukar name die).

4)Good books. And the Qur'an K.Aan gave me.Very enlightening.

5)Matchmaking people.Especially when the 'development' is visible with unaided eyes.Haha

I'm tagging Pena, Syez,Ileena,Syuk,Che Da and Layla.

p/s: here's the lyrics of the song i mentioned earlier.

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple streudels
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites
When the bee stings

When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad

No house no car not even money.

To the person who's being neglected lately because:
1) I'm in the midst of exams
2) My sisters are here.
3)I'm pre-occupied with stufs- visitors,kereta etc.
Just a lil note saying u are not forgotten. Here's for u, for the daily phone calls, the many "it's okay", the "How was ur day" at the end of da day...for everything. Catuan YM will be over once i've finished my exams okies?

Without you

First time I saw you i knew
I knew I love you cause my heart stopped
First time I held you and you knew i love cause my heart stopped

Love can make u feel so funny
No house no car not even money will..
Will make me feel the way
What I'm really tryin say
Can't live another day
Without you

First time i kiss you i knew
I knew you love me cause your heart stopped

First time I miss you I knew
i knew I never wanna leave you

Love can make u feel so funny
No house no car not even money will..
will make me feel the way
What I'm really tryin to say
Can't live another day
Without you..

p/s: Thanks to Nadee,Adil, Moon n Ismah for..hehe..where do u think i got this song from? *grin*